满身伤口的记录01

兄弟们，这个可以作为当日记录吧，有时候真的不知道给谁倾诉或者怎么去发泄！倾诉和发泄都是你的不成熟，但是藏着捏着只会更加扭曲，我想你们也有过类似的处境。孤独、迷茫、绝望，猛抽一包烟都解决不了的环境。

下班回家，以为是温柔贤淑的妻子，一声喜悦的“回来啦”，可爱的孩子扑到你的怀里喊你爸爸、爸爸。实际上是满地苍夷：杂乱的出租房、未洗的碗筷、等着吃饭和生活上学的孩子，妻子也只有最差的眼色、生气的口语。这就是理想与现实。当然我们不能说家中的妻子不合适，有钱啥都合适，家头细务、洗衣做饭、夫唱妇随。所以，何以解忧，唯有钱财。

22岁的自己，认为钱无所谓，理想和追求是第一位。但是现实还是会狠狠抽你一巴掌，垃圾就应该呆在放垃圾的地方。而如今32岁了，看过太多的鸡汤：钱才是男人唯一的追求。我终于变成了自己最讨厌的人：奉劝大家，以后只追求钱财，其他一切都是狗屁。

出至于《华尔街之狼》Jordan Belfort‌（乔丹·贝尔福特）：

“Let me tell you something. There is no nobility in poverty. I’ve been a rich man, and I’ve been a poor man. And I choose rich every fucking time. At least as a rich man, when I have to face my problems, I show up in the back of a limo wearing a $2000 suit...and $40,000 gold fuckin’ watch!"‌

"Now, if anyone here thinks I’m superficial or materialistic. Go get a job at fucking McDonald’s, because that’s where you fucking belong!"

"But, before you depart this room full of winners, I want you to take a good look at the person next to you, go on. Because sometime in the not-so-distant future, you’re pullin’ up to a red light in your beat-up old fucking Pinto, and that person’s gonna pull up right alongside you in a brand new Porsche, with their beautiful wife by his side, whose got big voluptuous tits. And who will you be next to? Some disgusting wilder beast with three days of razor-stubble in a sleeveless moo-moo, crammed in next to you with a carload full of groceries from the fucking Price Club! That’s who you’re gonna be sitting next to."

所以人生到底有给你什么，窝囊、悲屈的活着，戴着沉重的枷锁，一步一步的走向平凡或者直接是坠入深渊。